Squirrels

This is not the continued but more of back story. Everything ties together. Due to the hectic personal life with Chick and myself last few days I haven’t had time to finish the continued. All will be explained there. Thank you - Alice

original written 2/2/2023

I randomly asked a friend today…Well I think he’s a friend.

I consider him a friend but I may be more fond of him then he of me but I don’t

think that’s the case. (I'm not fishin') Platonically speaking for the

assumptionists out there. Unfortunately, due to life circumstances we haven’t

been able to talk like I would like because we are busy maintaining

professionalism, and catering to our demanding off the clock lives.. So I

asked… “What should I write about today, I am dead in the water?” Now, I don’t

actually have a verbal confirmation that he has been reading any of my writings

here. We have never discussed it. I merely have a feeling that he has. I have

had many dreams with him in them. He comes as a particular animal but also

shows up as himself. Depending on what I need. He’s always given advice or

offering a helping hand. It’s always when I am in need in the waking life. Not like

in need of a cup of sugar but something to do with my path/journey. The goals

and dreams I have been working towards. In waking life he always understands me

(well it seems that way, I could be delusional). There is this connection where

things are known but never said. Again, I do not have confirmation of this and

I don’t know if he has acknowledged this about himself. I have read, and also

believe from what I have seen that woman come naturally intuitive and that men

have to work a bit hard to tap into their intuition. Not impossible but there

are a lot of social pressures on men that make it that much harder for men to

even feel comfortable tapping/understanding this ability about themselves. Let

alone talking about it. Some just chalk it up to a gut feeling.  Anyhow, he replied “I am the wrong person to

ask, because the first thing that came to my mind was squirrels.” Well, friend.

I don’t believe you were the wrong person to ask. I have been following your astral

plane advice for a few years now. Plus, your animal self, showed up in my dream

last night hence why I asked you. Creepy right, nah shakes head. So, I wasn’t

dead in the water anymore. This got the brain juices flowing. I was like okay,

squirrels… I had a squirrel once so that took me back to a block of memories,

now my brain is going. I came home and looked up squirrel in a book passed down

from my mother. It reads a lil poem. “Squirrel you have gathered nuts by the

score, exactly predicting if you’ll need more. Teach me to take no more than I

need. Trusting great mystery to harvest the seed.” The internet also said,

squirrel is a symbol of preparation and resourcefulness. So, with my current

life circumstances, and lil events here and there. I was warned that change is

coming and I need to be ready. Now whatever that is I don’t know but I do know

that the universe has all of a sudden made room for the change, and now someone

that has been giving me advice in the dreaming world is still giving me advice whether

he is consciously aware of it or not that I need to prepare and be resourceful.

Well, if all of you knew what I was up to, you would know this fits the bill. Trust

me I know, some will not be able to follow what I am laying down, won’t be able

to put two and two together, won' t understand, and will completely judge due to

their fears, and insecurities. This has been a table discussion in my

household. Everyone in my family unit has a say in the actions I am taking

because this, all of this ripples out. It affects everything and everyone.

Especially my family unit. I would not be here doing this if I didn’t have

their genuine support. Why would I tell these details? Because Number 1: this

is my vulnerability. Number 2: I am not the only one who dreams. Now, there are

some that don’t remember their dreams, there are helpful books to help you

recover them but it takes work, me it comes naturally. Also there are people

that don’t put 2 and 2 together, they don’t connect the dots, and just blow it

off. Granted NOT every dream is insightful or has major life changing mojo,

some you may wake like what the fuck was that about, some you’ll forget,

some you’ll need help interpreting, some are simply just fears. I don’t believe

the people on this planet are as disconnected as a lot of people think. I

believe they don’t know how to interpret what is going on so they ignore it.

Number 3: This is part of the preparation and those who read all my madness

will understand someday, I am abstract AF, but there is much method.

Please don’t ask me if I have dreamt of you if I have not

personally wrote about it. I am not a clairvoyant nor do I strive to be one. I

can’t predict the future. My gifts (if you will) have been specifically

tailored to why I am here. Just as yours (whether you see or understand them or

not) are tailored to your path and your journey. Don’t be afraid to ask me

questions, or what books can help. But understand I will not do the work for

you.

To my friend- I did not name the animal because it would

give you away and I feel that this unspoken connection is sacred. For me, there

has been an unwavering loyalty since the day we met. Trust never had to be

earned it was always whole heartedly there. There are some people you meet in

your life and you can feel it. Totally feel it, from your core and it expands

out in this energy field that engulfs and expands far past you, and you just

know that you know this person. Consciously you have no idea how, but the soul connection

is powerfully undeniable. Like before that moment you may not have believed in

past lives but you undoubtably know this person deeply and your beliefs go out

the window because you cannot deny this feeling of connection. It’s like picking

up an old sword and getting that feeling like I know this, my muscles remember

this and getting flashes of fighting in wars. The familiarity is steadfast. Thank

you thank you for your presence in my life it is far more valued than you

possibly know.

So, squirrels, yes there is much preparation I must do. Onward.