Where to go from here?

Pivots galore. Yeee Ha!

Lately all I can ask myself is what the hell am I so fucking scared of?

What the hell is everyone else so scared of?

I have 41 years under my belt of my “friend circle” being small and my haters club massive I even thought to fund my trip by making my own haters club and selling merch that I’m sure a certain mentality would purchase by the masses. The Suits and ties teach us hate and war is highly profitable and well love doesn’t sell. *Shrugs… not all joyful ideas should be executed. Good laughs and dark humor needed.

I mean hell. I have been asked quite a few times how I am financing this 50 state motorcycle ride. It’s too complicated to explain on the fly number one and when folks start looking you up and down like “yah okaaay, your gunna ride 50 states” I just popped off with Blow Jobs. Stone faced. Yep, my 5’4” tattooed, “Fuck It” hat wearing ass is gunna be funding this whole damn trip on Blow Jobs. Attitude I have lately, Why not say some random dumb shit. I have been accused of far worse. I mean fuck it. Why not say whatever the fuck I want to say. The most ridiculous demented horrific psycho ass shit is all over social media, tv, news, internet, yada yada yank yank. Why am I so worried about speaking my mind?

Why the hell are so many people afraid to speak their mind? I feel we are loud enough.

Ugh just some raw thoughts with writers block before I started. I could keep going down this rabbit hole, but I am just in a sick and tired mood these days. Sick and tired soul deep, and frankly sick and tired for me eventually wells up the fire inside only fueling and builds the need to move. Forward.