Throw Your Fit, Just Don’t Quit

Throw Your Fit, Just don’t Quit

December 2025

I love those moments in time where you find yourself giving advice and in that very moment you realize the words coming out of your mouth are exactly what you needed to hear and then you are like ohh shit. Well, guess I need to back that shit up now.

In all honestly I am probably in the middle of a fit throwing moment right now. I don’t want to talk to nobody. I am pissed because I am not smoking, pissed because I am stuck in my house unable to lift much, or work on finishing the house remodel, pissed because I am on this woe is me bullshit like I have any right to fucking bitch, some would argue I do, some would argue I don’t.

Guess with the headspace I am in I don’t give a shit what others fucking think or say anymore. I’ve heard it all, please for the love of god someone show up with balls big enough and tell me something I have NOT fucking heard and I will shake your fucking hand.

Should I be writing happy thoughts, and all that jazz? Nah I don’t think so for many reasons  just to name a few.

It weeds out the pussies. Ohh am I being lil to crass, yeah I get it you were raised soft, however I am not here for the soft ones, and I am sure as fuck tired of fucking catering to them. Majority of y'all had semi basic trauma mediocre lives. Allowing yourselves to be sheep, a whole SEA 🌊 of ostriches with your heads in the sand. Some so fucking blind and in denial about their own faults. Not taking accountability for your actions. Your faults, your part in everything. Me right now I am taking accountability on the fact that all 40 fucking years, every mother fucking year of my life I have over extended, over exhausted, over gave, over loved for all the fucking wrong people because of my big giant fucking heart for all the wrong people. I have carried their lies, their trials and tribulations, their secrets only to be crucified for their actions. They drove the nails through my hands and feet (ankles whatever version you fucking believe) this is metaphorically spoken for the dumb fucks who want to take what I say and make it all about them. Yeah know about you too. Doesn’t take me long to pick up on people. Profiling ohh shouldn’t do it I know it hurts people's feelings they may get called out or judged for ohhh shit what they are doing, have done or really doing. Y'all wear that shit on your body. Yes, as do I, as if I could call people out and not call myself out. More authentic than many can handle. Also seen way too much in my short 40 year life span. Am I on an ego trip, ohhh sure to some, am I really nah. Confidently speaking because I know who the fuck I am and frankly that would scare and piss people off if they live a life of self deception.

August 2nd

Oofda, so that was written when a lot was building up in my life, fresh out of surgery, on pain meds and just well pissed. Throwin’ a fit. IT happens to everyone. Though most repress the emotion of anger. I tend to express it. Sometimes creatively like expressive writing. I didn’t get to finish it in December because I was busy trying to heal. Looking back that was a while ago.

Things all seem to make sense now. It wasn’t misplaced, and I had a lot going on and a lot that was on the verge on transpiring. I do know that in midst of the writing of this blog in December. My point was going to essentially be.

Look, everyone gets angry, frustrated, and wants to just ball up in a ball, cry their hearts out hoping all the pain, confusion, stress will melt away with every tear that drops. It doesn’t happen that way. You have to sit with the emotions. Feel them, and figure out where they are coming from. That sometimes we have to throw our fits, just don’t you fucking quit.

After the trial run we just had, it still stands. We can throw all the fits we want, but just don’t quit. However, on the flip side. In a recent conversation about being from a bloodline of fighters. I said that the best fighters know when to walk away. That the walking away is sometimes the best way to fight a fight but always have love as the back bone of every fight. Don’t fight for anyone that wouldn’t fight for you. Choose your battles ya know.

Anywho, this was an old one, and I am long over that and moved on from that time in my life even though it was just last December. Life is grand.

Much Love

Alice